i am in 2012 now. wow.. time just flew so fast..
the very beginning question, what have i done in 2011 ? hmm of course many things happened. many things opened my eyes, my mind. i succeed but also failed. the most things i realized about 2011 is i lost my passion. sometimes i lost my direction, the reason why i did those things, i cant control and manage my self, my improvement just so slow. what i wanted just having fun! as far as I remember, i had no plan for 2011. after all i just feel i waste my time for a year.
haha.. well of course i did something good as well.. what are they ?
- i finished my 2 semester as master student in my university
- i survived from big earthquakes Japan happened on March 11th
- i made cake for the first time
- i passed level 3 of JLPT
- i get so so for toeic test
- i have new phone
- …
thank God for everything u gave me. i also have failure things. i know the reason. i have no passion, i cant control my self, or in other word i dont know myself. resolution for 2012 for me starts from
to know, understand my own self
do small targets everyday, dont waste time
work faster, think faster, do everything faster but still safe
honestly i have no enough energy to face everything that have been done in 2012. 2012 is very important year for my future, for my live. i just dont believe i can pass and do that smoothly. i have no confidence because i am not ready.
if i cant change to be better this year, i am sure i’ll get the biggest failure in my whole life. i know, 2012 will give me the biggest challenge in my life. wish me luck my friend.
please, Dia.. get back your confidence, get back your passion. by doing so i am sure you will be better and great!!
